It
has been a beautiful day to day, the heavy frost disappeared around noon and
thankfully the roads have been thawing out.
The
girls have been really good today, they have played quietly and even helped
around the house which is something new, I suspect Bears influence may be
having a good effect on them.
I
heard from Bear not so long ago, he is staying up country tonight at his friends
place. Ewing was hurt yesterday when he fell from the back of a trailer while
feeding out to his sheep, he has broken his collar bone and is being looked after by his son
Jason. Bear decided to stay overnight and will be back in town tomorrow morning.
Bear
says the snow has hit his farm really badly; a branch came down and cut the power
line to his house, so the builders haven’t been there today as the power line
people have been too busy with other downed lines. They didn't come yesterday because of the snow and he says its unlikely they will be there tomorrow because the power is still not connected.
I
have had some other bad news today and I am more than a little worried. My Ex
rang today to say he will be in Christchurch this weekend and he wants to see
the girls and talk to me.
I
have no problem him seeing the girls as long as he is sober, but certainly not
if he has been drinking as he is particularly nasty to them when he has had too
much to drink.
I am
picking he wants a reconciliation but as far as I am concerned the violence he
demonstrated in the last few months of our relationship will never be repeated,
he is not coming back.
I
have spoken to the girls and they don’t want to see him because they are afraid of
him, but I think it will be ok if I am with them.
He
wanted to stay here but I told him I have a new man in my life and that cut the
conversation really short. I will give him a chance to come and see the girls,
but I am not really interested in having him here longer than necessary.
I haven’t
told Bear yet, and I am not sure how he will react to this.
The
girls and I have had big talks today about their father and Bear, the vote goes
they want Bear here full time, and I can confess I do too. Paula I know you
will be horrified but I think I have fallen for the old man. He is kind and
gentle and asks for nothing but has been helpful and loving to me and gentle
and fun with the girls. I know we both decided we were not in the right space
for a relationship, but at least I think I am getting there. I just need to
know his feelings for his ex have changed and from what I have heard in passing
I think he has made that shift too.
He
has made several attempts by way of emailing her to see if she and the kids were
ok following some recent earthquakes, she doesn’t bother replying so it’s clear
she has moved on, now my Bear needs to as well.
Well
that’s all from us until tomorrow.
Annie I have no idea why you think I wouldnt be happy for you and Bear, despite the age difference a blind person could see how much of a difference he has made to you and the girls, you go for it and be happy and then I will be happier too.
ReplyDeleteAs for that ex, dont let him in the door girl, not after what he did and how he treated you and the girls.